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Getting out: Occupy Oakland
One of the things I love about dance is that it uses the body to make a statement. This seemingly simple feat is actually a very powerful one; the strongest way to promote solidarity, universality, and humanity is to use the body to communicate and connect with others. Despite the many differences that mark our human bodies in diverse ways- whether in skin color, ability, sex, or the likes- the physical form in which we as humans exist transcends this diversity and allows us to unite as humans- humans, in the bodies of human beings. Or at least, it should. This is one of the many reasons I am choosing to pursue a degree in Dance and Performance Studies at the university level. It is also one of my personal outlooks that strongly resonates with the Occupy movement taking the nation by storm. Like the participants in the Occupy movement, I believe protesting, like dancing, can be effective in provoking change- if done correctly. The Occupy movement has been gaining momentum the past few weeks, which suggests that something is being done correctly. The Occupy Oakland movement, specifically, has created a huge buzz in the Bay Area- enough of a buzz for me to want to witness for myself what this ongoing social dance- I mean, protest is about. So on November 2nd 2011- the day the Institution from which I am getting my degree happened to officially declare me a double major in Dance and Rhetoric- I put that education to good use to protest the Institution by occupying Oakland. After milling around the settlement, I joined in the group of people who were going to march from downtown to the Port of Oakland; this port is the 5thlargest in the country and is responsible for one billion dollars worth of consumerism a day. We walked over two miles across traffic in the middle of the streets, virtually bringing the city to a stand-still. Martin Luther King Jr.’s ‘I Have a Dream” speech was playing on speakers and could be heard over the chants of passionate protestors marching together for a common cause. People of all backgrounds joined forces in the effort to march on the Port, and the sense of unity was truly palpable. People were there with their loved ones, their elderly parents, and their infant children. There was such a visible diversity, yet everyone connected under the umbrella of this one cause for power to return to the hands of the people. One of the most impactful parts about this experience was how organized and peaceful it was. This time around, the police kept their distance- although before marching we were told to write the legal aid phone number on our bodies in ink in case we were to be arrested. Luckily, no one had to call that number at the time I was there. The Port of Oakland was successfully occupied.
Getting out: HAIR
Broadway musicals. Okay, breathe. I know. If you are as artsy as I am, your heart just went from zero to sixty. It gets better though; wait for it…: HAIR! Yes, that’s right. Hair. Excuse me while I collect my thoughts- see, I am still recovering from the effects of second hand marijuana smoke, strobe lights, and projectile bodily fluids being catapulted from the stage. Basically, to say this show was a trip would be an understatement. With full stomachs, we rolled our way over to the Golden Gate Theater and took our seats- in the first row! Not only was it my first time seeing a show in San Francisco, but it was my first time seeing a show from front row, center seat, at eye level. Let me tell you: it was quite the experience. Within the first ten minutes, the lead actor had crawled on top of my seat and girated in his fringe-adorned jock strap. The rest of the performance unfolded beautifully, with well-orchestrated musical numbers and psychadelic aesthetics that continue to daze me. I definitely enjoyed it much more than when my mom showed me the movie version of Hair- although that is pretty understandable considering I was in elementary school and thus, traumatized. I got so much out of the story this time; it is still as powerful and relevant today as I imagine it was when it first came out. This timelessness only adds to how bad-ass it really is. The production was book-ended beautifully when the final piece concluded with the audience getting to join the actors on stage. Can you say “leeeeeeeet the sunshine! Leeeeeeeeet the sun shine in!”… Now, can you sing it and dance it with spotlights in your eyes?! I got to, and I am thrilled to report that it is one hell of an experience.
Getting out: Alonzo King LINES Ballet
One of the beautiful things about majoring in a liberal arts discipline is getting to see top of the line performances as assignments for my classes. Not only is attending various shows throughout the semester a usual tendency for my classes, but also these performances usually happen in and around San Francisco, one of the most progressive arts communities in the world. One of the most valuable things I have learned is that getting a degree is different than getting an education; seeing live performance is one example of the life-education I have been gaining at university. I began my most recent adventure in the city with a self-guided tour around the Yerba Buena Center for the Arts. This is an artistic hub in San Francisco that includes various museums, restaurants, and a state-of-the-art theater space. It was here that Alonzo King LINES Ballet performed the pieces Resin and Who Dressed You Like A Foreigner? for their Fall season production. As a dancer, I had been hearing about this company for some time as the premier West Coast epitomization of contemporary ballet. This genre is often very intimidating to me because I identify very strongly as a modern dancer with some postmodern and avante-garde elements thrown in; contemporary ballet often has an alienating effect on me as an audience member who is also a dance performer and technician herself. This was not the experience I had while watching LINES, however. Because of my subjectivity as not only a dancer but now as a student of performance studies, I was able to appreciate this production from a theoretical perspective. It provided me with an understanding of the work that avoided the usual self-judgment I feel while watching contemporary ballet, and for that relief alone I am grateful for having experienced this show from the performance studies context. In spite of my self-criticizing tendencies, I first and foremost appreciated the technicality exhibited by the LINES dancers throughout the production. Every body on stage was aesthetically pleasing to watch because of the extreme athleticism and musculature fundamental to ballet technique. I also appreciated that this ballet technique was fused with more contemporary choreography to offer a juxtaposition between the rigidity of traditional ballet and the fluidity of more contemporary dance forms. The sheer physicality of the dancers was extremely impressive, and was beautifully accentuated by the Alonzo King’s choreography. The harmonious relationship between dance and choreography- between dancer and choreographer- was manifested and expressed on stage in an awe-inspiring way that is a beautiful reminder of what it looks like when a dance company is true to its creator’s artistic vision. I also appreciated the various supplementary elements laced throughout the performance of Alonzo King LINES Ballet. The lighting design brought the craft of this production to an entirely different dimension, for it created a world on stage where the dancer’s bodies were accentuated and their physicality was heightened to visual optimization. The use of falling sand on stage not only added a three dimensional visual element in addition to the lights, but it also contributed to the production’s soundscape in a unique and interesting way. The sand ended up really standing out for me as an important element of the show, for it tied together the visual, auditory, and physical realms by contributing to all three simultaneously. Watching the dancers interact with the sand as it was falling and once it was on the floor was visually satisfying and created sounds that were beautifully contrasted with the already intriguing music. These elements were different than any I had seen in contemporary ballet productions before so they stood out to me as impressive and captivating beyond the temporal framework of the production itself. I am beyond thrilled to have finally seen Alonzo King LINES Ballet perform; as a Bay Area dancer, the time had definitely come to be inducted into the San Francisco contemporary ballet scene. I highly recommend seeing the work of this company whenever possible; they also offer regular classes and educational opportunities throughout the year at their studio space in San Francisco. Not only was this performance a great venue to apply the theories I have been learning in class to physical bodies on stage, but it also gave me a sense of the larger professional dance world that I will hopefully be a part of someday. That, and it left me with enough motivation to kick my ass into gear and power through my dance classes with my eye on the prize.
unbound: Home
Home Is where the heart is and Where the Heart goes When its Time- time to Face the changes you Thought never would express them Selves within your Self The hell You go through to Pay the price it Takes, take away the Pain and the strife. This Is life. Life at home. Where you reside in The childhood room you still haven’t Outgrown. Where high School seniors feel young And high High schoolers mingle so Nice against the back Drop of warehouse garages on Asphalt in TOMS. Where Starbucks is the coffee shop of choice Next to the one and Only café of independence run Down by independence-seeking Teens and some middle Aged in-between- Ers. Well, This is home. Running into People you’ve heard Of but never talked to and Feel like you’ve known all along And people you never Thought you’d have A reason to stop Talking to. Where not wanting To is a good enough Reason Not to. Where Sharing common corridors is Enough common ground To start a conversation on Or, rather, Resume one. Where Resumes are built and Buffered so fine Recession and college tuition Payments on my mind As the gas tank fills Up, a restored freedom to drive -driving reminds me of how precious it is to be Alive, at home. Where radio stations share Your name. At home. Beach visits merely Because sand is softer than the rocks in the bay. At home, Unused Landline Telephones. At home, Adopted parents and Friends of friends of friends, One relation Ship begins where Another one Ends. At home. Venom-streaked whispers Of truth. Truthful colors More than just Red white and Blue, the insides of eyelids of what’s always been Known. I Told You So Say it; This Is home. A house Yes, four walls A roof and some Locks Before being replaced by a 6 feet under-buried box. Spirits and coasters and Memories don’t die. The world never stops Moving so Why should I? Dog toys strewn a Bout the floor Islands of exchanged Glances Horsey prances rush Hour traffic A zoo. This is what my home Town is known for- What about yours, What about you? At home Time travels at The speed of Right. Day follows Night follows Day follows Night. Lasting time Fills unfulfilled dreams, But at least Sleep attempts to happen in My own bed It seems. Quilted comforters and comforts Of well-arranged blades of Grass Cheering for a home Team whose reign has Passed. Piles of lighted stairs Stare and Summon me up. A dance, A curtsy, Floor squares and For A moment there’s Silence as the Whole world stares back. “Do you think they all feel as right as we do?”- Yes I think so, at times, they must, they do. Not always but some times time syncs up with real life And home leads me to Believe they too have nights Like this night. Nights where home is Where Ever when Ever You Feel most comfortable, Confident, Right, Unconfused. Comfortable discomfort be Comes Uncomfortable comfort And you Know you are Home. Realizing, Finally, We’re not alone.
unbound: A Today.
Wondering leads to a wandering mind listening ears a pounding heart pounds in time with the roaring waves of the salty sea the salty sea that just may be saltier than tear ducts after tears have dried up up and up the bugs seem to crawl as I stare with eyes sideways squinted small. Such a battle to move one mere grain of sand -but at least they’re on dry land. If it’s a straw that breaks a camel’s back What good will moving a single grain do? A single thought about a single grain blends into the white noise of the planet’s Mental hum And the universe speaks back with White noise of its own There But unnoticed until wondering’s begun. And I wonder what planets sound like -do they creak when they move? And I wonder what dogs think when they forget they are dogs. And I wonder what it must be like to have a tail, emotions effortlessly and uncontrollably expressed. And I wonder where everyone is going on the freeway at rush hour And I wonder who else has breathed the breath I just brothe And I really like hugging the globe. And a brown quilted blanket sprays feathers into the air Fathers and towels and gurgling mouths. The good thing about being around people who don’t know you is You can pretend to forget what you know. Know how to not care about Feeling what you Do feel And just feel what you Do So doing becomes Being And being Am Me Is You Are Being Us We. What once was a popsicle Becomes cold sugar water Stickifying the young chillins’ lips. Lemon flavored and cheese sticks and murky plant water, simple as rice “crispsies” and stale pretzel twists.
Jackson Hole, Wyoming
When my mom announced to me that this summer’s family vacation would be spent in Jackson Hole, Wyoming, I was less than enthused. I know, I know- “mom” and “family” are not the most exciting words (or people!) to be surrounding a vacation. I thought the same thing too, especially about a vacation to what I thought was the middle of Shitsville-Nowhere… I mean, Wyoming. I should begin explaining my lack of enthusiasm by mentioning that I am an LGBTQ-identified college student who was spent the last year of my life living in the Bay Area. I’m spoiled by having the San Franciscan mecca of arts and culture, both gay and otherwise, a short BART-ride away. When deterred by the oh-so-extreme weather of rain or fog, I could access the urban hippie scene of the East Bay. When that failed, I always had the tens of thousands of my college peers around campus to fraternize with. Coming from this environment, the idea of going to what I thought was a small mountain town with lots of downtime and not a lot to do didn’t thrill me. However, the charm of my mother’s guilt- uhhrrm, convincing- continues to work even after having flown the coop. A few weeks later, I was on a plane to Jackson. Upon landing, I instantly knew my assessment of Jackson was mistaken. The Jackson Hole airport is actually in Grand Teton National Park, so the first view we got after stepping off the plane was of the massive snow-capped mountain range (A fun fact: “Grand Tetons” is French for “Big Tits”… I’m not so sure that there weren’t a few Lesbians among those French explorers!). Next came the National Elk Refuge and National Museum of Wildlife Art- and that was still just on the ride into town. Jackson itself is an adorable mountain resort town whose every corner looks like a rustic version of Main Street U.S.A., complete with a grassy town square. The various saloons, camping gear shops, gourmet cafes, and outdoor tour guide storefronts lining each and every boardwalk style street only enhanced this vibe. There were even Christmas lights. Yes, in June. Jackson Hole now joins the ranks of babies and puppies on the list of things that unconditionally make me smile. After window shopping and orienting ourselves in the cutest town on Earth, my family and I went to what locals told us was the best restaurant in town, The Gun Barrel. We should have known by the name that locals tend to hunt, eat, stuff, and display a variety of wild game like Elk and Buffalo. Luckily, they also had a good vegetarian selection to serve their abundant tourist demographic, like many of the other restaurants in town. The next day we woke up early to hit the hiking trail around Jenny Lake. This trail featured highlights of a beautiful waterfall called Hidden Falls, as well as a ferry ride across the lake (for when you’re too tired to hike all the way back- duh!). The night concluded with a guided driving tour through Grand Teton National Park, complete with multiple animal sightings (Buffalo, Elk, Bald Eagle, and even a Coyote!), lengthy explanations about the history of the park, and answers to every question we could think of. Much to my mom’s satisfaction, the trip was off to an incredible start. Old Faithful put on an amusing few-minute long performance, but the rest of the park’s colorful geysers really stole the show. Every geyser offered unique out-of-this-world colors that only Mother Nature could produce, each more beautiful than the last. Gurgles, steam, and Sulfuric smells completed the full sensory experience. More driving took us to various viewpoints around the Grand Canyon of Yellowstone where we could see waterfalls, the Snake River, and the breathtaking magic of the canyon itself. Watching the sunset on the banks of Yellowstone Lake at the historic Yellowstone Lake Hotel capped off an incredible sightseeing day. The next day’s outings included more window-shopping and lunch at The Lotus Café, a very chic eatery with a beautiful patio dining area. We then took a ski lift to the top of a mountain overlooking Jackson Hole, which offered incredible views of the town, the mountains, and the overlaying area. Dinner at Dornan’s in the neighboring town of Moose gave us front-row seats to sunset at the Tetons. As if we hadn’t done enough sightseeing by then, we soon did another mountaintop viewing expedition- this time by way of a gondola from Teton Village. A meal at Café Genevieve, another chic-outdoor patio-type of restaurant, was icing on the already sugar-loaded cake. http://www.gaytravel.com/blog/entry/jackson-hole-wy-unexpectedly-fabulous
getting out: the City of Angels
Although I haven’t been posting on a regular basis, I HAVE been a very busy girl! My most recent adventures have been in Los Angeles, a city I have a love/hate relationship with. The past few trips I have made to L.A. have been extremely entertaining and rewarding though. Here is an overview of my experiences: - Dance Camera West is a dance-on-film festival that features films by film makers and choreographers from around the world. This weekend long event was held at The Hammer Museum on UCLA’s campus- an incredible museum to visit with great things happening on a regular basis. The highlight of this festival was the headlining feature directed by Mike Figgis called “Le Co(te)lette Film”. Figgis spoke following the film and is an extremely charming and intelligent director. His work seems amazing and it was thrilling to be in his presence. Also noteworthy: Uma Thurman and Lesley Ann Warren were also attending the festival! Dance Camera West happens every year so check it out next summer: http://www.dancecamerawest.org/index.html - Concert at The Hammer Museum is a museum and performance space on UCLA’s campus. It is in a great urban area, and has a gift shop, outdoor courtyard and café, and movie theater in addition to regular museum space. During the summer, The Hammer puts on free concerts every Thursday night. The band I saw was called Milo Green, and they put on a very entertaining show in the funky outdoor courtyard. The café in the courtyard that is normally open during the day has excellent but slightly expensive food; for an alternative dining experience we tried Le Pain Quotidien a few blocks away from campus. For a nighttime fix I suggest Diddy Reese; ice cream sandwiches do count as dinner. http://hammer.ucla.edu/ - A Taping of Real Time with Bill Maher was a surprisingly great experience. I only know a little of Bill Maher, having seen his film Religilous and watching Real Time with my parents occasionally. I knew he was known for his liberal loud-mouth political and social statements, but I had no idea he was such a funny and smart guy. Watching him interact with his guests and manage interviews and panels of equally passionate individuals- all on live TV- is truly amazing. He is an artist. Bill and the other writers on the show are genius and never let a dull moment pass. Guests included Martin Lewis, John Turturro, Donna Brazile, Nick Gillespie, and John Fetterman. After seeing this show live, I will definitely make it one of my regular watches. A pretty great source for news and socio-political commentary, don’t you think? http://www.hbo.com/real-time-with-bill-maher/index.html#/real-time-with-bill-maher/episodes/0/221-episode/index.html - Shopping on Abbott Kinney in Venice Beach is one of the best ways to spend a Los Angeles afternoon. Stores, cafes, and restaurants adorn this street for blocks; the merchandise and people-watching are so good that you won’t even mind the outrageous prices. This area epitomizes the SoCal Hipster vibe- another thing I have a love/hate relationship with. In the context of Venice Beach, though, I must say I love it. Lunch was spend at Lemonade- think Whole Foods’ prepared food section meets chic lemonade stand. A few blocks from the Boardwalk and tucked away from the crazy L.A. urban scene, Abbott Kinney in Venice Beach is now on the top of my Los Angeles list.
unbound: A story
You are a storyteller Speaking tales wrapped up in the sparkling sizzle of your voice The cool cackle of your laugh The trickling of your words around my soul like the Goosebumps down my spine Not needing the novelty of Pointe shoes to captivate your audiences I know -Because I am held captive By your mind, heart, light Bound to you by the stories you tell And the history we share History Her story Our story
You are a storyteller Sharing with me all of your soul The darkest corners of your mind Where trails of gluten-free crackers Lead to dumpsters That hold not enough of the past Too much empty space Space where the effects of progress should reside But there is so much we have yet laid to rest Like stars, we need darkness to shine
Shine like the sun through rustling leaves Blown by wind -Around them, not through them, you see Pine needle toes Ribbons and bows Holding together the broken pieces of our souls As we push away the demons No room for demons when there’s breath And guess what my other hand is holding? - Yours. Hold what I say to be self-evident and true This is our story Her story History
Wrestling mat caves capture wrestling thoughts Eye contact And the peace of mind those looks bought Carpeted alcoves soak up salty sea tears As the dusty grimy dirt gets washed out to sea Boat and all To expose the brilliant light of the heart space we forgot was there And forgot was occupied by something other than Raw anxious feeling But you remind me
You remind me With the stories you tell That I am the one who got me through that hell That I am the one I have always relied on Contrary to what I always believed And believe me, I hear you I am just learning how to listen As I have listened to the soft whispers of your voice Telling me stories In my painfully pierced ears Painful, but true Your story That I live vicariously through As you waltz circles around the ones who Try and keep up Tambe, pad de bourree And never give up
Instead, creating boxes To fit inside your cluttered mind Controlled chaos and Seeing what comes in good time I watch from a distance as the show unfolds Knowing all too well what goes on After the curtain will close Knowing the calculations and affirmations That go on in that mind Both unfolded and assured by that twinkle in your eye Because you do not have to tell me in order for me to know We both know Because all has already been told It’s all history Our story Never to grow old.
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Getting out: I am.
The movie I am is a must-see. It chronicles one man’s journey to enlightenment after a near death experience. This documentary is the culmination of his journey. It exposes various truths about the human condition that he comes to realize upon hitting an all time low and working to reverse it- as well as reverse the toxic lifestyle he had been leading until then. If you believe in the power of one, the power of the individual in changing the world, see this movie. If you believe in the power of thoughts in inspiring action, see this movie. If you have ever asked yourself the question “what is wrong with this world?”, see this movie. If you haven’t, see it anyway and let your own journey begin.
“Biology gives you a brain. Life turns it into a mind.”
- Jeffrey Eugenides, Middlesex
“The only way we know it’s true is that we both dreamed it. That’s what reality is. It’s a dream everyone has together.”
- Jeffrey Eugenides, Middlesex
Coming out: Middlesex
Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides is not only an incredible read, but it addresses a lot of valuable and thought-provoking issues that our global society faces. The controversial “nature vs. nurture” debate is usually just thought of in regards to sexual orientation, but this book reminds us that gender identity is also impacted by these two elements. So which is it? What are the terms of the relationship between sex and gender identity, and is that relationship informed by nature or by nurture? Answering this question will shed light on whose right it is to then change that relationship, that sex, and that gender identity. It is a complex issue with many sides; after reading Middlesex though, I definitely know what I think about it. I also know what Jeffrey Eugenides and his character Calliope/Cal Stephanies think about it. To find out for yourself, pick up that book and join the conversation.
Getting in: Feminist theater? I should have known.
I really should have guessed that I would feel completely at home at a local feminist theater. Moxie Theatre is a diamond-in-the-rough theater that puts on quirky, provocative, estrogen-filled shows. They also teach acting classes and do community outreach; again, yet another reason to absolutely love this company. The show I saw is called Ten Cent Night, and it actually really blew me away. I tend to prefer the grand spectacle of Broadway musicals, but this off-the-beaten-path type of show definitely impressed me.It was full of country twang and backstabbing incest- not to mention lots of genuine and believable acting. I managed to be on the edge of my seat and still ride the waves of the emotional rollercoaster that was this performance. I highly recommend paying Moxie Theatre a visit, or at least checking in on your own local feminist theater. They make defending local arts feel good. |